Do you remember our long and warm hugs, how we would just hug for ages and you would kiss my head while I listen to your heartbeat. I wonder if you remember any of this. It’s really hard for me to forget such sweet memories of how we share so many moments. I can’t replace them, I can’t relive them with you, and it’s difficult to erase such sweet memories which haunt me. I just wish you didn’t forget me. I hope you remembered all those moments and just took a moment and asked yourself if it’s worth being apart. If you ever truly loved me, I know with the memories we have it should be killing you. And it’s not and I’m being pushed to forget you, to erase you but it’s like the memories fight back. It’s like moments like this don’t want to be forgotten. And I can’t do anything, I feel so helpless and im so lost without you I feel so empty, broken and hopeless. I feel so torn apart and what hurts is that you’ve forgotten me. I am nothing to you, what happened to those little things we shared and cherished. The seriously stupid stuff that always made us happy. But you just let it all fades.
imsimplysansan: I don’t think i’ve ever been numb. But sometimes i’d say emotions are overwhelming to the place where you don’t feel anything at all. Because you’re feeling too much for your brain to process.
Maybe one day, i’ll tell you all those things i’m thinking about at 4am in the morning, when I’m lying awake in my bed because you are poisoning my mind with your pure beauty. Maybe one day, I’ll tell you how I really feel about you. Or maybe this one day will never happen.
Ako na tong sobrang baliw na baliw sa relasyon natin. hindi ko kasi alam ang gagawin Sa tuwing tayo’y nagtatalo, nagkakatampuhan, tapos hindi pa magkaintindihan. walang araw na hindi kita naaalala, walang gabing hindi kita naiisip, ano bang dapat kong gawin? yung unli ko nasasayang kakakontak sayo, baka pwedeng sagutin mo naman. pudpod na nga at puro kalyo yung mga daliri ko kakatext sayo para humingi ng sorry please magreply ka naman, kasi hindi lang ikaw tong nahihirapan, wag nalang sanang pagawayan. pero sa kabila ng lahat ng bangayan natin, Kahit na para tayong aso’t pusa, alam kong alam mo na pagsubok lang yan. hindi lang siguro natin agad napagtanto na lahat ng bagay, nadadaan sa mabuti at kalmadong usapan.
I’ve realized that life is too short to spend it unhappy in any aspect. don’t like your job? quit. don’t like where you live? move. stop waiting for permission and just do it. you’ll never be happy unless you let yourself be happy. and there’s nothing wrong with doing things solely because they make you happy. you shouldn’t need any other reasoning. if someone doesn’t understand, it’s because they themselves aren’t happy. don’t let anything bring you down.
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almost 1year ago..
Get Sexual (Because Fuck You, That's Why)
1. Top turn on
2. Last time you had sex with the opposite gender?
3. Last time you had sex with the same gender?
4. Last time you masturbated?
5. What's the weirdest thing that had turned you on?
6. What's the weirdest thing you've masturbated with?
7. What's the weirdest kind of porn you've watched?
8. How often to you masturbate/have sex?
9. Have you ever taken nude pictures? posted them/given them?
10. Cup size? (that can work for male and female!)
11. Favorite sex position?
12. Dom or Sub?
13. Is pain a good thing?
14. Do you like biting?
15. Do you like scratching?
16. Are you slightly horny right now?
17. Are you very horny right now?
18. Do you like anal?
19. Do you like face fucking?
20. 10 of your biggest turn ons?
i’m happy. i’m positive and hardworking. i deserve all the happiness in the world. i’m loyal and caring. i cherish people and i enjoy affection. i like being myself and being loved for that. i don’t need anyone’s approval. i may not make a lot of friends being so honest, but i make the right ones. never think you have the right or power to bring down my self esteem or happiness. you have nothing. i deserve to be loved and to love.
Just stop fearing the unknown, jump into it. Live your life, you are just holding yourself back. Smile at the sun, the leaves, the rain, the moon, the flowers along the footpath as you walk home.Run and jump and laugh and let yourself be happy. Don’t be scared when you cry, don’t beat yourself up if you do. Just live and remember the pain but stop letting it hold you back because there is more to be felt and you don’t need to relive the old stuff too. Don’t forget the joy to still come, the friends to meet, the happiness to feel, the laughs to have. Don’t narrow your mind to the shitness you may feel right now, it’s such a small part of life.
I am no writer. I can write endlessly over and over again but the words I dabble into my journal or type across my keyboard are never anything grand. Yet, I keep on writing. It’s my escape. This heart of mine feels too much. It’s not sensitive but rides the emotion that consumes it. Sometimes the emotion is too strong and needs a way out. So I write. Over and over again. Until these emotions dissipate. these emotions create alternate realities and stories are created. Other and most often, the words are vomit. First drafts of what I feel. Sometimes, people usually hate to write. Maybe it’s because of it being forced upon in classes. Maybe it’s because it can reveal parts of you that you don’t want to see. If people write though, maybe they’ll see what I see. Experience the feelings I feel. Writing is a form of escape. Where reading takes you into the world of others, writing let’s you create your own. It is self discovery. It’s a place no one else can create because it’s yours. The words I write is a form of me that no one can take away. It’s a part of my identity. Writing is wonderful. I am no grand writer but regardless, writing is a lot of me and no one else’s.
Masarap daw mag yosi, mag marijuana, at uminom kasama ang tropa. Pero diba mas masarap magaral, magsuot ng toga at tumanggap ng diploma.<3
I think being alone is glorified to be something it’s not. People typically assume that being alone means that you have no one in your life. But that’s not always true. Sometimes it just means that no one in your life understands you. You feel as if you’re the only one going through whatever you’re going through, and you stand alone. And I’ve heard people say “It’s great to be alone sometimes, because then no one can hurt you.” But when you’re alone, and people are in your life, they tend to not understand you. Which is exactly how they end up hurting you.
Three words I want to tell you. Three words i want you to feel. Three words I’m to scared to say because there is so much meaning behind them. All I want to do is make you happy, I love seeing that smile of yours and hearing your laugh. I love when I get to lay next you and put my arm around you, even though I’m to warm most of the time I enjoy every moment while I can. You have been hurt before and I know you don’t trust, but I would do anything to be your one and only. I’d never cheat, leave or hurt you. I want to get to know all about you, what you love, what you hate, where you go when you’re sad. You have become someone I’m terrified of losing. If only I could say these words to you. I wonder what you’d say.. Would it bring us closer? Or would it push you away?